Not tittle over Here..Jus share wat i wan...

Halo to my blog,im bac=)
more thn a month or that i din came here for typing ady,
Jus felt that im EMO again so jus came here for typed something,
this few day i was watch a tv-program like finding a idol,
The program was like when the host just walk on the town thn they felt that,
ur suitable for their condition they will giv u a chance go for this program to perform what u can do...really is a good program.
But in the program they go for meet with Taiwan idol(Ethan Ruan阮经天)thn asking few question from him.what Ethan Ruan say I was still keep in mind.

Presenter:what is the way do you think can become successful?
Ethan Ruan阮经天 answer:The way for successful is not compare from each other how handsome you are,just be your self. start to thinking what is your different or special other people dont have.That is way to be successful.
when i was hear that,my brain start to move on ady go forward,turn left n turn right,
at the End_____bang at the tiang thn become(@.@)......

Honestly,i was agree what Ethan Ruan say...but commiserate is i din have this point.
I try to find what i different with other actually is dont have...
study talent,
sport talent,
singing talent,
dance talent,
game talent,
n alot of activity talent i also din have,i was weak.

I always hopefully,Got somethg different from me compare with other...
but my hope just disappear in my mind...
I really cant find the different criteria i have.
I was dissapointed myself,why im weak...How to b successful in my future..

Everytime i watch on TV o newpaper,
saw that many people are successful in their future,
i was very admire them,But i knw that,Successful also come from train from hard way,
but nobody saw that...
Why I will always Focus on this i also dont know---------

Just hope i bring the HOPE to my self...think too much also not use.

HAHA...recently i think alot...alot...Mayb din think the day cannot move on.

THE END...Gd9,wish you all successful in your future..
Merry Christmas n happy new year.

Im not a good son'

SAD
This Deepavali holiday im not so happy =(
Actually im not a good son...
Yesterday is my mom birthday,but i do not knw it n ady forget.
Only 2day i went to her room get some money n open the wallet n c the identity card,
i jus knw..it is too late for me.
I like so sad my mom birthday i aso get forget..not a good son.
Mom i jus wan to wish u happy birthday n sry about i forget your birthday.
n wish u healthy.=)
Dissapointed to Myself...

SAD
And yesterday i lying on my bed around 1hour still not yet slp.
cant slp at all..thn i think alot of sad things.
i like not a Man...yesterday i one side on my phone sad song n start to think,
think until tears out...im weak.
i cry because one of my best fren from college gotta leave us and give up his study n he also is my roommate,i miss the moment we all joke,eat,play,slp,argue.
i just want to say ur my brother...thx u give us a good memory..i wish u success in your future.


SAD
I was at home few day ady,
im sad i didnt do wat im promise,
i promise myself i will use this holiday as a study week,
but i was break my promise..didnt do anythg at all..jus on9,slp,eat,out.
Y i become like that..brain ady slow compare wit other ppl still duwan work hard.
why why why..i really cant accept it....
when i will make the changes???
LIM WEE KWANG PLS BEHAVE YOURSELF...

Leadership Camp experience

halo,good nite everyone,
im here again,
just wanna to share about leadership camp,
nowadays i sick ady,but this sick is valueble to get,
because this sick is from u work-hard inside camp,don't care about sun,
that why will become sick..haha..
im very hapi after bac from tis camp,
many camp i went to b4,but the very nice one is tis time...
really is a sweet sweet part of my memory,i won't forget it.
Because i learn alot of things in the camp,the thg hard to do it,
but at last i try my best do well,meet whole college fren,
i feel great now everyone knw me,i know eveyone...
i receive alot of compliment,i really happy to hear it..
"nothing is impossible"tis word is true..
when tat day time for choosing leader,i really don't think i will get it,
in my mind is impossible they will choose me...
how knw they really choose me,i get from 17ppl for vote me get 2nd leader award..
i felt tat im so so so hapi,hapi until like wanna cry...
thx for u all who r vote me...thx alot^^
after tis i went back to college,i will do my best be better,be friedly,
n improve my english...i need to do it..i sure can do it.
many thg i will do after tis camp...+u..
tis few day after bac from camp slp not enough..n sick..feel so trouble.
n 2day go n watch 2movie at one day at taiping cinema,
feel so hapi,coz after i went to penang study never follow my father go out,
2day is a great day go watch cinema with my father..haha..thx u father..
mother go singapore trip tat y not follow us..haha..hope mother enjoy her trip^^

but nowaday in my mind got one thg really make me unhappy,
the thg is...my best brother william gotta leaving ours college soon,
i felt unhapi..Whyyyy...tat day when i hear tis message my tear out from eye non-stop
i really sad to hear this...ur my roommate,u leaving i will feel boring,
breakfast,lunch,dinner we always eat 2gether,nw less u one more.
i really cant accept....Ours frenship still like hot cake foever,nw u gotta leaving us i really so sad.but decided ady do,we aso cant do anythg from your family..
anyway wish u gud luck...u always is my best brother.

This few day many things are happen from me,
now im inside hostel n alone,using william broadbrand,
coz he is not here,he ady went back to taiping,
but never inform me also,n sms to him,
he aso didnt reply...><...dunno Y...
myb is tat day,
tat day we went to penang,5nd road pasar malam,
thn he say he dunwan to drive car...
thn take the key to me n i drive...
when we having dinner at pasar malam,i drive bac...
i was drive tat time,they play at behind,
thn he was play with me..but i say to him,whn i was driving dun play..
but he was not listening to my warning,how know play until my nail hurt to my face,
my face was bleeding...tat time i was really HOT...
i didnt scold him also,but my face show tat i was angry..they all aso didnt play ady..sometime im not easy to get angry u know???1st semester until nw izzit saw me angry b4?tis is 1st time i angry...
but second day whn got class,thn i saw u havent wake up..i call u wake up..
thn i direct go take my breakfast ady..but u never infrom me u went bac to taiping..
all ppl call non-stop to your phone,but u didnt answer..make all ppl worry..
until 2day i sms u,u still havent reply me msg..am i wrong???

Miss all of my Brother™®

Say ''HELLO'' to everyone...
when nothing to do,i will start to thinking of u...
THE u is...u n u n u...dun think too much..is u=>My BLOG(:
Tis few day really tired...
because of play non-stop,
because of eat non-stop,
because of drink non-stop,
because of waste non-stop,
♂all is non-stop...
now my body also feel non-good ady,
almost wanna sick...siao liao..

In the past saturday n sunday i having a 2day1night penang trip,
with my best brother...
but i really enjoy tis trip,the unfortunately thing is one of my brother didn't go.
because 5 of us actually difficult to meet together,
because everyone also got themselves things to do...
In the Future,we dont know what thg will happen in anytime...
tat Y we r from small know each other to now,
i appreciate all of u...
but in the past few year we just thinking about Brother concept,a bit too late.
haha...when we all r 2gether we can play until crazy,
laugh non-stop,
talk whatever topic we want talk
dont care is►♥(inside heart)
♥◄(outside of heart)also say OUT until☺.

♠we help each other when are meet any problem.

i Hope OUr ۩ BROTHER CONCEPT۩ maintain until the end™ of the DAY©...
everyone one my bro +u in your future

tis few day...
my eye very tired,but dunno Y,
n everynite feel tat itch,
so when im at sleeping will always touch non-stop...
My eye........


everythings ady chg...
ntg i can do...
i jus can see...
i will giv up...
i tot u know,but actually you dunno...
if time can return,i hope ntg is happen to us.
when somethg is happen,i act like ntg n smiling...
but inside r.....gt somethg,
anyway i hope u be hapi,enjoy your life.

Recently life....

Today is 15 August 2010,
weather status is hot like hell...
For a long time i didnt come here ady,
today suddenly got tat mood want to write blog,
tat why im here nw..haha
already 2week im at home,
becoz semester break...
2morrw is time for me to go back penang agen.
whn im at home sumtime really headache bcoz of
ntg to do,
jus eat,
slp,
on9,n noon also continue slp agen...luckily i gt go gym..if nt..really unhealthy.
tis semester break really feel tat depose haha..gotta grow mushroom ady..
forgive me for using broken english n broken grammar,tat is wat i know onli..
im using english not becos of nw tis i know some english n show off,
im using english is becos i hope i gt improvement all the time..
sometime im at penang,whn hear ppl speaking inside my heart really sad
coz i dunno wat they say,tat why i won't giv up i try to know it..try n try..
finally gt abit improvement ady ..tis aso nid to thx my fren..
when im saying wrong way o using wrongly grammar they teach me...
sometime they laugh me,but i did nt angry them coz whn ur listen ppl saying wrong sure u will laugh wat...haha..hapi 2gether..

share about fren:
for me fren r important,but all my college fren aso not bad..i lov all of my fren,
when u gt problem they rili help,hapi 2gether,play around 2gether...
when unhappy comfort each other..nice fren
jus wan to say to u all...thank for care me anytime..i lov u all..

share about love:
wat is love???izzit i gt the chance 2be wit u???
sometime really dunno wat i nid to do for my next step..
sometime i will thk,i thk too much..if can 2gether at last still will 2gether..
dunwan thk too much ady...everythg follow my luck lo...love is love...

.........bye bye..tat all i share...

college life~

不知不觉已经上了两天的课了...
星期四下午一上完课就去剪头发又在回家去了,
学院的生活不容易啊,
真的感觉去到另一个世界去了,
整个生活就是充满了挑战...
真的要学很多东西,
一个月的生活费用都很多下,
如果不用功读下去真的不行了,
也许17k多对其他人来说是小数目啊..
但是对我来说是个很大的数目,
就是等于在johor打2年多的工才能存到这笔钱...
我真的好想好好读下去啊...
为未来找个好路走下去...
有时真的很害怕更不上人家脚步的时候,
有时老师讲的东西我真的不懂><''...
GEO是我讨厌的一科
SJ 也是我讨厌的一科
也许要我读这两科科目很难...
但我真的没有选择了,真的....
只好加倍努力读下去下去....
也许!!!
我比他人笨,
比他人学习东西慢,
不够他人努力,
也不够他人强,
但是我且有颗不放弃的'心'...走下去...
第一天的课也许把我的心搞累了..
但是我真的真的要走到最后的一步...
加油!!!不能让我家人失望...

命运...

其实这几天快乐又很开朗的我已经不存在了,
今年开始真的发觉自己不能比以前快乐了,
不快乐都是为了什么???
答案就是我的命运...
为什么我的命运会是那样使到我很烦,
为什么...
而...
让我觉得命运很好的是,
拥有很爱我的家人,
有着很关心我的家人们,
常常为我担心的家人们还有给我打气的朋友们...
今年我的命运真的很不好,
之前我上去云顶面试front office工作,
然后且失败了他叫我等两星期,
但是答案且就是没得这份工的意思,
与事我怕浪费时间就再度找了另一份工作那就是在云顶padini卖衣服,
去到那里且真的发生了让人很不愉快的事,让我受不料,
所以想了又想决定回家...
在当天回家时也是发生了件觉得自己很愚蠢的事情,
敢敢下巴士下到北海去害得我老爸要从jawi驾一段路去载我,
那时我的心情真的很伤心且在想为什么这世上有一个这样笨的我...
算了那已是过去的事了不去计较,
云顶回到家后变呆在家了,
在家座了又座真的觉得很闷,简直就是浪费时间的时候,
那时的我真的很想找份工啊...
姐姐听我这样说,他也忙着帮我找工为我担心啊,
我姐姐他便问了他的好朋友为我找了份工了,
因为他相信他的好朋友才能照顾好我...
我很感谢姐姐为我这样操心,我相信他的电话钱也花了很多,
都是因为我啊...当我开心说会做这份工时就去买车票啊...
当我买了车票回家把车票收好时电话且响了..
我就吓到+603XXXXX什么的但是也没意想到他会打来,
是云顶打来,也果了两星期多了,然后他就问我找到工了吗???我且蠢蠢的回答找到了啊...
他就没多说了他就说谢谢了...
当我关了电话时心里就有种不快乐的感觉,
其实这份工就是我前进的第一步,
谁知我毁了我的第一步,机会来得真不是时候...
而今天我打回去找回那份工时且找不回了...
忙着追打还是找不到打来给我的那个人因为云顶用的电话线都是同一条的....
也许你们会觉得这机会会再来啊...可是我觉得不会再来了啊..
我真的浪费这机会了...
可能这些就是给我去提验决解问题的一方面吧...遇上了真的觉得我的命运好衰哦好衰...
因为我迟一点也会去读酒店管理的....所以这次的学习就是最好的机会来的...
我且且且毁了.........

14日 晚上8:55pm凉天哈哈

Blog是我的心理天地,
每当我开心或不开心都会跑来这里写一写,
心情不好时就会到这里大骂一场...
真是个很好的地方,
真是个难找的地点,
有开blog真幸福...哈哈
谢谢blog...
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今晚有时间就到这里写写咯,
明早要去做工咯,
还真不习惯呢,
因为在家怎样都比较幸福的,
吃饱饱,
睡迟迟,
摇摇脚,
看看戏,
上上网,
玩又玩...哈哈...
长大了出外做工了,但是头脑还是个很小孩的思想..
所以才会做选择出外做工好过在家摇脚闷到,拿点经验也好啊,吃点亏也没关系
所谓活到老学到老...呵呵..
我从这里跑到那么摇远去做工,
虽然有人说我傻的,
*%^*%*&$^&$%什么的,
我都无所谓...我有我的想法嘛...虽然我不懂我的想法错或对,我只知我做这个选择对得起自己..
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要开始新生活咯,
自己学洗衣裤什么的,
都要靠自己咯...不再是最幸福的那个了...呵呵
这是我的决定,就是改变不料了,
要去做工也要花很多的钱呢,
买一些日常用品,做工的衣啊...还有一些"里里杂杂"的..呵呵
带了3beg去啊..肯定拿到累死我了..哈哈
幸好那还有很多救兵,姐姐啦姐姐男友啊朋友啊...
真是爽快...
所以接下来的生活会比较忙了,
现在我希望家人们还是快快乐乐的,
还有我的好朋友们虽然最近较少联络咯,
我祝你们快乐,这是真心想要看到的...真的真的...
有时看到你们不快乐我也会不快乐,我真的希望看到你们快乐...
加油过每一天吧,要记得'明天会更好'...祝福你们..想念你们..
有时间来封信息聊聊吧...
上学时期:我好怀念那段日子,
我真的希望你们别忘了那段有喜怒哀乐的日子...



虽然我失败了,但是
~我要坚强过每一天~
我要找到自己的目标,
答到自己的理想...加油加油..
还有我已经脱离心里病症了...开心...

好了我就到这里,
新年真希望有得回...
在此提早祝你们新年快乐,
大家要好好照顾身体咯...
有考试的请加油...

谢谢^^不管再大的风再大的雨都要开心活下去...
我会少上线了....保重

2010年第一篇blog

我败了,
我真的败了,
我真的真的败了...

失望,
好失望...

好没用,
太没用了...

真的觉得自己好笨好笨.....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...